انا لله وانا اليه راجعون...قدر الله وما شاء فعل...الحمد لله...

Nothing to be said or described ... but please if there is any one is reading this post .. please please please i'm badly in need of your prayers... please al do3aaaa, lam yatabaka lya 3'air el do3aaa...
El 7amd lel Allah...

WHYYYYY ???!!!!

Why /* FRIENDS*/ are not friends ???
Why thay act like that ??? why they treat peoples as if they are in a theator ???
every one want every thing and want no one !!!
I'm not excluding myself from bad things... am also a friend ... so sure i do things make others be sad and angry :$ but if someone made for me sth good, i try hardly to make it to him/her back(rad el gemel)...
What hurt me soo deeply, is that we begain together, moved together... when she stop i push her and do what she have to do to her... then finaly.......... the first one called her she want to and left me aloooon, forgot me !!! the disaster is that this other one is also supposed to be my friend !!! the more executed disaster is that they start doing the same thing i was doing with the first.. moved .... made abvious progress ... and me ... ???? i'm not there !!! they don't know me !!!!
And then......, the first point every one felt that they need me in ..... soo simply called me .... asked me for my help .... and at the end of calling every one tell me : "ohhh, i don't know what i would have done without you.." !!!!!!! and because i'm "me" i just treat them soo kindly soo friendly and soo lovely as if there is nothing ....
I just feel that they are pailing over and over me and i'm sooo afriad that one day... i will EXPLOOOOD....

Thanks GOD that for every thing in this life, there is a contradict for it...
As there are /* friends*/ not friends... there is soo little whom are turely FRIENDS....
Hope to find them and live between them.... MAY BE ONE DAY IT WILL HAPPEN.... and if not, i hope that i will find them in the HAVEN in shaa Allah....

El 7amd lel Allah....

I just felt soooo deeply inside that i want to say.. " Al 7amd lel Allah "
Thanks to GOD...............

New Day...

Saba7 el 7'ar my new world... todady is a new day, i hope i well do in it all what i wish to do...
I hope not to waist my time isAllah.. I'm optimist today.... God with me..

Al Salam Alikom...

Hellooooooo...

Al Salam Alikom,
In the Name Of Allah...

Well, this is my first post in my own Blog.. WOW... i was thinking of doing this blog for about one year :D ... Just, i was waiting for the suitable time to creat it, and here is it.. but actually i feel that this is not the suitable time :D
My final exams are so near, i have about one month or less .... and i have a project that must be finished in max two weeks :'(

By the way, i made this blog and i will leave it open for the public to read, but i think i will not give it to anyone i know, "even if this one is so close to me ;) ".. i just want to be different and want to see different comments... So, welcome to any anonymous (if there will be any), i just want to feel that i am sharing my talks with every one...

Well, i feel that i want to say why specialy i choose these color for my blog...
While i was going on the steps of creating it, third step was i have to choose a ready made templete.. i kept previewing then till i reach this green one, i felt that it is confertable... yes green is a confertable color, althogth i adore pink and blue, but i felt that i want to be free of every thing... EVERY THING... even what i love...

Ok, i think i'm soooo talkative and i have to go to continue my project.. GOD with us all isAllah..

Al Salam Alikom wa Rahmat Allah wa Barakatoh...