Just want to Talk Freelyyy...

Endless stream of Thanking ..

2008-10-26T11:30:00.002+02:00

Human words are still not expressive enough to express my feelings..
I have an endless stream of thanking that I can't count ..
It starts and end with my strongly thirst to Thank Our Great GOD for every thing and for every single second happened in my life.. and I'm now dominated to thank Him for giving me the Best Truly Life Friends, a great Family indeed with all the meanings this word can mean ..

The stream doesn't end, it contains miles and miles of thanks to those true great friends, true brothers and sisters whose give me an infinity support, who always care, who always share; who always share moments of happiness and sadness, who always give and never wait for return, who always stands beside without seeing them, who always ask about you without knowing, who always do out of love and care, who never wait till you ask for their help, who .. who .. who ... sooo many things can't be written or even described by words ..
I really want to thank them by names; but I'm much more afraid to loss the name of any one of them .. but I'm sure I don't need to call them, they are always known without specifying ..

I think I can't talk more than that, I have to go trying to make an action that actually express all the above words ..

Thank you fe3lan .. El 7amd lel Allah ..
Al Salam Alikom ..

Really want to talk freely !!!

2008-10-03T19:55:00.003+02:00

Al Salam Alikom wa Rahmat Allah wa barakatoh..
How are you who ever pass by this inactive blog !? Hope all are well and happy :)
May be you noticed that it's more than one complete year to write a "readable post" or "a post that deserve reading" .. yes, i'm really so sad for that. but actually i can't find a new thing to talk about, i can't find an important|attractive topic to talk about, and even when i find i couldn't have the ability to write, may by some of you know the dark black inactive year i was leaving!! indeed it was trouble and horrible time, i'm trying now to take an actual steps outside this year and life.

Well, i think my words have little bit of ambiguity !!! okay .. i will try to be more clear and decent.
I really want to re interact with people, want to retrieve my activity, my fastness in every thing "except in talking". If you have any thing you want to say or topics you like to discuss .. really i'm so welling for so.. if you have any advice or have something you want to tell me, please feel free to just write it .. i really missed being an active person, i really MISSED TALKING FREELY !!!

Graduation Project !!

2008-09-04T23:32:00.003+02:00

Al Salam Alikom,

I know, it's more than 1 complete year not publishing any thing here .. really I was trying all the time to return back with a "woow" post .. but it seems that i'm not capable of doing so ..

Any way, I need your help .. soo urgently .. nowadays we are in the phase of selecting an idea for our graduation project.. we have number of ideas, but some of them are not feasible some are not attractive and others I can't feel that they are graduation project ..

I need you help .. I know most of my blog readers are already graduated so sure you have huge number of "feasible" ideas .. i will be so glade to know them ..

Thanks in advance.. and in shaa Allah I'll write a "woow" post one day !!

Al Salam Alikom ..

al 7amd lel Allah ...

2007-07-06T08:16:00.000+03:00

Wherever you are or whatever happen ... just don't forgot to say : al 7amd lel Allah ...

-When you find yourself can breath, see, touch …. Don't forget to say : al 7amd lel Allah ...

-When you find yourself having a family ... Don't forget to say : al 7amd lel Allah ..

-When you find soo wonderful peoples around you, just care on you ... Don't forget to say : al 7amd lel Allah ..

-When you find peoples around you are smiling and laughing .... Just say : al 7amd lel Allah ... al 7amd lel Allah that you live in peaces, see smiles, hear laughs instead of seeing tears and hearing cryings ..

-When you feel that you have a friend, a TRUE friend, love you and care on you ... You must say : al 7amd lel Allah ...

-Even, if you know that there are some people just hate you and wanted your life to be full of misery ... just say : el 7amd lel Allah ... el 7amd lel Allah that you know them, that u can avoid them, so as not to have a real life shock when u realize that they are not ur friends after giving them all your love and care ...

-When you find yourself surrounded with every trouble in life and can't smile ... just say : al 7amd lel Allah ... because Allah have chosen you with this abtela2at 3ashan ynakek men zonobak and He wants to hear your voice when praying for Him and asking Him to help you..

-When you meet muslim peoples trying to do all what they can do to make difference and change every thing to its correct state ... Don't forget to say : al 7amd lel Allah, al 7amd lel Allah that you meet those peoples in your life to help you and encourage you to be better muslim and encourage you to change life to its correct state ..

-When you can see the right right and the wrong wrong ... You have to say : al 7amd lel Allah, al 7amd lel Allah that you know the difference between the right and the wrong and you have mind to think and do the right and change or avoid the wrong ...

-When you find your self having the ability to say "al 7amd lel Allah", just say "al 7amd lel Allah" .. when ... when ... when .... soo many whens .... fya Rabi, kef ashkorak wa shokre lka ne3ma tasta7ek el shokr ...

Need your advice, please …

2007-06-16T17:22:00.001+03:00

Al Salam Alikom wa Rahmat Allah wa Barakatoh,

Well, we took the holiday el 7amd lel Allah… enjoyed our time :D:D … I think its time to begin planning for the rest of it ;)
while I was thinking of this, I said it's much better to share my ideas with you & I will be soo happy to read your advices & ideas …

Actually, I have many options /* any options is in addition to ACMing tab3an ;) */:

Option 1:
Just wait for FCIS summer course which, I think, we will take ASP .NET & anther thing I can't remember it plus self learning for a new skill.

Option 2:
Most of my colleagues say that FCIS summer course is not helpful at all and they want to take ASP .NET course in any educational center /* i don't like this option besara7a */.

Option 3:
Try to search for an internship in any company .. I like this option soo much, but I asked Dr Ahmed Salah about this, he told me that 2^nd year vacation is my last chance to improve myself and try to acquire new skills.. //Java masalan

Option 4:
Any suitable combination from the previous options :D:D

I can't remember more options :D if any one have more feel free to add them in addition to ur choice please... /* please be realistic in ur choices & remember that i'm in holiday :D :D y3ny masalan mat2olish el sob7 FCIS summer training we el dohr part time internship masalan we belel self studying !!! */

Waiting for ur advises, and thank you in advance.

Regreting....

2007-06-14T00:12:00.000+03:00

"Regret"; I hate this word but unfortunately I say it soo many times... I don't know why ?? I believe that every thing is kada2 we kader and Allah never do something bad for us .. but I just can't stop myself from being sad and thinking of what had past ...

While I was thinking in this topic I remembered the quote that says, so as not to regret on what you said, "Count from 1 to 10 before saying the word" and I asked myself a question .. how could I remember to do that as while I'm talking I feel that there isn't any thing wrong and I feel soo freely and naturally ???!!! if I thought of the words before saying them; this means I will regret "may be not" and this means that i will not say these words aslan ... but what happens that I say these words because I thought they are 3ady ya3ny wa mafehash 7aga !!!

I'm soo confused, feel soo sad and injured ... I hope that I could one day forget this word and delete it from my dictionary ... All what i have, every day in the morning batwakal 3ala Allah in every thing, even my words and actions, and I think this is the best thing I shall do ... "7asbona Allah wa ne3ma al wakeel " ....

BORED !!!

2007-06-12T15:56:00.000+03:00

Al Salam Alikom,

I don't know how i'm writing now this post while i have my final exam TOMORROW !! but i'm soooo bored, i have Law & Ethics exam which means "dsh we hafz :( " and i don't have the ability to a7fez 7'ososan lw kanet 7agat momela zay "Low ... Rules ... Ethics ... etc..." !!!
3ala el 3omom hanet kolaha isAllah less than 24 hours and i'll be in my summer vacation :D:D:D
Ya Rab tekon agaza sa3eda... Plzzz, pray for me ..
Well, i'll go to continue studying ... ya Rab el exams tekon 7'etamoha misk YA RAB ......

Al Salam Aliokm wa Rahmat Allah wa Barakatoh...

.....

2007-06-10T22:48:00.000+03:00

In my first post in this blog, i said that i want to keep this blog for unknown one "who is me :D" i didn't write my name or even any name or any thing that tells whom am i.. i just was trying to be different, want to read comments from someone who don't know me to see how people see me... I even /*while creating it*/ i made a special mail to login with it and this mail doesn't contain anything about me !!!

BUT, from few minutes i made a disaster !!! i posted a comment in my friend's blog while i was signing in with this special mail... and that's it ...
I think now i can complete my profile and make some changes.. but this will be isAllah at the end of this week as my exams will be finished isAllah..
And i think i will try to resolve any ambiguity in this blog :D :D ..
Yalah, see you all soon isAllah after finishing my exams..
//btw, bgd feel sooo freely to put your comments... ANYONE is Welcomed...

Al Salam Alokom wa Rahmat Allah wa Barakatoh...

Microsoft Surface.... WOW ..... Amazing

2007-06-07T09:57:00.000+03:00

//Nothing could be said... Just watch and you will know....

Interested ??? want to see more ?? ok this link contains more Microsoft Surface

انا لله وانا اليه راجعون...قدر الله وما شاء فعل...الحمد لله...

2007-05-30T15:57:00.000+03:00

Nothing to be said or described ... but please if there is any one is reading this post .. please please please i'm badly in need of your prayers... please al do3aaaa, lam yatabaka lya 3'air el do3aaa...
El 7amd lel Allah...

WHYYYYY ???!!!!

2007-05-25T20:03:00.000+03:00

Why /* FRIENDS*/ are not friends ???
Why thay act like that ??? why they treat peoples as if they are in a theator ???
every one want every thing and want no one !!!
I'm not excluding myself from bad things... am also a friend ... so sure i do things make others be sad and angry :$ but if someone made for me sth good, i try hardly to make it to him/her back(rad el gemel)...
What hurt me soo deeply, is that we begain together, moved together... when she stop i push her and do what she have to do to her... then finaly.......... the first one called her she want to and left me aloooon, forgot me !!! the disaster is that this other one is also supposed to be my friend !!! the more executed disaster is that they start doing the same thing i was doing with the first.. moved .... made abvious progress ... and me ... ???? i'm not there !!! they don't know me !!!!
And then......, the first point every one felt that they need me in ..... soo simply called me .... asked me for my help .... and at the end of calling every one tell me : "ohhh, i don't know what i would have done without you.." !!!!!!! and because i'm "me" i just treat them soo kindly soo friendly and soo lovely as if there is nothing ....
I just feel that they are pailing over and over me and i'm sooo afriad that one day... i will EXPLOOOOD....

Thanks GOD that for every thing in this life, there is a contradict for it...
As there are /* friends*/ not friends... there is soo little whom are turely FRIENDS....
Hope to find them and live between them.... MAY BE ONE DAY IT WILL HAPPEN.... and if not, i hope that i will find them in the HAVEN in shaa Allah....

El 7amd lel Allah....

2007-05-06T23:07:00.000+03:00

I just felt soooo deeply inside that i want to say.. " Al 7amd lel Allah "
Thanks to GOD...............

New Day...

2007-05-03T09:07:00.000+03:00

Saba7 el 7'ar my new world... todady is a new day, i hope i well do in it all what i wish to do...
I hope not to waist my time isAllah.. I'm optimist today.... God with me..

Al Salam Alikom...

Hellooooooo...

2007-05-02T17:24:00.000+03:00

Al Salam Alikom,
In the Name Of Allah...

Well, this is my first post in my own Blog.. WOW... i was thinking of doing this blog for about one year :D ... Just, i was waiting for the suitable time to creat it, and here is it.. but actually i feel that this is not the suitable time :D
My final exams are so near, i have about one month or less .... and i have a project that must be finished in max two weeks :'(

By the way, i made this blog and i will leave it open for the public to read, but i think i will not give it to anyone i know, "even if this one is so close to me ;) ".. i just want to be different and want to see different comments... So, welcome to any anonymous (if there will be any), i just want to feel that i am sharing my talks with every one...

Well, i feel that i want to say why specialy i choose these color for my blog...
While i was going on the steps of creating it, third step was i have to choose a ready made templete.. i kept previewing then till i reach this green one, i felt that it is confertable... yes green is a confertable color, althogth i adore pink and blue, but i felt that i want to be free of every thing... EVERY THING... even what i love...

Ok, i think i'm soooo talkative and i have to go to continue my project.. GOD with us all isAllah..

Al Salam Alikom wa Rahmat Allah wa Barakatoh...